different august...different feel

wat do i mean dis???
august...
is my form 4 third exam le
the exam is around the corner
n i feel tired no mood to do anything
hate it...
so lame
everyday do revision is only to get good in exam'
those life make me feel wan commit suicide one day
i hate it
so hate
very hate
super hate
n my dar...
he is stress too oso
ha had his pmr trial now
i saw him so tired
but he still pretend nothing happen to him like tat
this make me feel more worry
...
i noe last time
his second exam
he fails his maths
he cry
cry 4 the results
it was first time
dunno y
i feel tat he change more
dunno y?
is tat reason is me?
i duno
or the pmr?
btw
i wish him good luck in exam
n i always try to help him
but i dunno y he dun wan to accept it?
when he reject my good...
my benefit..
i feel tat the most useless ppl not him
is me...
it is true...
cuz as a gf..
i must do my responsibility
but i gt no...
i lose..
he never let me do to him...
y???
almost lose le

yyy...
duno y...
i duno y u like dun trust me