he back,but im sorry

yongyan
when u saw dis post
i hope dun sad la
dis few days i in the depress mood
damn sad
few days i scold u without reason
u feel sad?
do u think i reli wan to break ma?
no
u say u wan marry me
n v had try anything hard b4
if u reli know me
u think i wan break ma?
my ans is no!!!
im sorry
actually,im nt tat mean nt believe u
i just angry u
watever u promise u din do 4 me
hate u like tat
i dun wan u like de
u trust me mah?
do u think i hate u?
no...
actually
nt!!!!!
y u dun think so in n think very in le?
haiz...
finally u back
everytime u go genitng or where
tat place is very far distance i sure think negative de
haiz...
y?

love is complicated

love is complicated
v cnt control
but v can feel it
love is like knife
1st time u use use it...it is good to u
but in the end
it will hurt u
love is not a time
but v use time to show the love n oso 4gt the love
so love is complicated
but i should wait u to solve it y???
i tell u tat me n him less go shopping le
i hate dis feel
okok
i will oso understand him
i dun like sumone always put their bf into a hardship
dis is me
he went singapore during hari raya
i tot i can go his house...n accompany him
but all my dream gone le
haha
evelyn
dun think le
nxt time dun like tat le
love is not 4 ever
he will leave me one day bcuz i know true love is not easy tat u can handle it or control it
dis is wat i mean...
is not the mean u gt no confidence
i got
but i hurt bcuz of u
i wont think so much thing abt u anymore bcuz i know the most ppl who know me very much is not u
tat people is myself
everything i plan 4 u sure nt achieved one!!!!!!!!
i started hate u

thx ur support

yes...dis december
i believe it is diff
cuz i can go genting with fren n dar le
im so happy to hear tat
n i hope my disease will be ok
n hope him oso good in health...
im so miss here
im so miss yyy
i love u yong yan
one day,i hope u can success to do tat thing tat u told me...i will be waiting to u...
trust me...k??
miss facebook oso
but i close it dunno y i hate my family so much

saturday

damn tired man!!!! almost take half my life to finish shopping at midvalley
so tired...
1st,i went ue3 to c my doctor,cuz my disease come back find me le...
so lucky i c her today cuz she will back to china tonite...so i think i lucky today....
then v back to midvalley to eat n fetch my sis,n then go shopping...
kl is damn traffic jam~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so,i sms a while cuz i noe him wan ppl to accompany...
just a while oni..
after 20 minutes v reach midvalley
oh my god!!!!!!!!!
parking full
nid to find a parking is nt easy.....but patient find finally find a suitable place to park our car...
then 1st,v went the garden a while cuz v use the special road to go to midvalley,,
today is consider ok lah...not many ppl go shopping...then v mum mum 1st...1st my mum n me order asam lasak cuz i long time no eat le...
wah so yummmy...i like it so much...the taste nt spicy just sour ...n i feel very fast to finish it n order again...
but i stiil bt yt full le
order a rice again...wah,rm 7.25
wah...go merompak lah...
i eat without any meat de le...so stupid....
n expesive nxt time dun eat le la
hate it
then my dad order penang haa mee n eat....
after eat i went toilet a while...
i want call my him...
i ask whther him ok or nt?
boring mah or eat le mah?
nt leh...
no connection tat time
damn fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i feel sorry leh...
haiz....then no le....
continue tomoroow
i have take many pic abt yy give me de coco,sugar,n many...
but blogger upload damn slow leh
haiz

amazing day...sure i like it

seven month
dfis time feel different
he gaves me a bottle of glass os star
i love it so much..
thx yyy...
i start know tat u good to me
u always jimat cermat...
u treat me very welll
even u small than me
but u r mature than me
dunno y???
4 u
im the cute girl ...
but 4 me
u r very man
i say the truth
u sure say jia jia to me de
haha
all the guys
pls listen here
i choose yyy as my bf is nt any negative reason
1st...
it is true tat he is good 4 me
he always jimat cermat to use his money
tat money always used by me when v went shopping
everytime v went shopping
i think i must use hundred ringgit from him
he dun mind de n din scold me'
just say i happy then ok le
i happy he oso happy
yes mah???yyy
thx q...
i still remember a matter
one day,i 4gt brought my bottle to school
he knew tat
and then he dun wan drink his water
he lends his bottle to me so tat i wont feel thirsty
yaya
he very korban to me
but i treat him not well as u think
i always put a lot of
unhappy think to him...
haiz...
everytime he just sabar n try to help me,he reli can let me scold him til i feel happy..^^
but i still scold him busy body...
sorry...
i will change btr de...
yyy wait me

4 u n me

almost 4 me
i wanna say bye bye to 2010 le
i hope next year de chinese new year will be different
hmm~
i noe it is so fast to say now
but i hope dis plane can be achived
erm...
i wish like cNY
3rd day or fourth day can go gai gai with my boy boy
like dis year v went times square
next year le?
still dunno
erm...
like cny 1st or 2nd
i wish i go to genting enjoy
wow
amazing
can be achived or nt
is depend now

谢谢你给的～五种不同的意思

真的感谢你，我是个爱面子的人

不爱人家帮助我

因为我总是觉得

求人不如求己是个很好很好的座右铭

我承认自己有点傻傻

我最终还是无言

这几天，厨里多了一些不同的东西

那东西对我来说存有五种意思

五颜六色

五种意思

难以形容

我自己也不懂怎么的

很怕很怕

我看到那几个东西

其中两样超特别

今天下午，我就把它们给拍下

我用了我的相机

拍下

一个一个拍下

我还是觉得你的你的你的

那个糖果和巧克力是蛮特别

因为

原因不是因为价钱贵而好吃

不

而是心里觉得不用吃

我也觉得开心了很多很多

你知道吗？？？

神奇吗？？

谢谢你的你的

我的我的

你知道吗？？？

你的你的

我大概也知道了

结晶品，即使久了也很美

can you feel tat?

even seven months

it still beautiful

dunno y

it is true love

maybe dis post u will not understand

so do me

do u

so us..

just say

i wish

i can do something to u

my dear...

shit

haiz...
4 me last year...
i was remember when the trial pmr exam coming
i was very nervous n scare...
haha
dun know scare wat...
maybe it is the 1st time i scare la...
upsr scare
pmr scare...
spm lagi scare loh...
zha dao
even spm not dis year
but i still nervous abt it
bcuz it is a very important exam
useful for our future!!!
so yyy.
pmr oni mah
scare wat???
but...
important to u to choose class 4 next year oso
r u feeling tired to srudy or revision?
i think so...
erm...
once..
i feel some'boring' to u
is not tat negative boring
sometimes,everything i ask u
u always tell me same ans
u like loh
u suggest loh
i follow u lo
then i asking u 4 wat???
i ask u bcuz i wan ur suggestion
so tat i will change 4 u...
do anything to u
haiz...
looks like u never put me as VIP
shit..........................................................
i wait.............................................................................

different august...different feel

wat do i mean dis???
august...
is my form 4 third exam le
the exam is around the corner
n i feel tired no mood to do anything
hate it...
so lame
everyday do revision is only to get good in exam'
those life make me feel wan commit suicide one day
i hate it
so hate
very hate
super hate
n my dar...
he is stress too oso
ha had his pmr trial now
i saw him so tired
but he still pretend nothing happen to him like tat
this make me feel more worry
...
i noe last time
his second exam
he fails his maths
he cry
cry 4 the results
it was first time
dunno y
i feel tat he change more
dunno y?
is tat reason is me?
i duno
or the pmr?
btw
i wish him good luck in exam
n i always try to help him
but i dunno y he dun wan to accept it?
when he reject my good...
my benefit..
i feel tat the most useless ppl not him
is me...
it is true...
cuz as a gf..
i must do my responsibility
but i gt no...
i lose..
he never let me do to him...
y???
almost lose le

yyy...
duno y...
i duno y u like dun trust me

erm...almost long

i hate yee ke xin from 3 kenanga
stupid...
use such evil sight to c me
u tot who u r oh?
u just a little girl n younger than me....
你喜欢他
不代表你可以拥有到他
你知道吗？
我最讨厌你这种女子是我最讨厌那种
你叫他等你到中四才一起
你认为可能吗？
三八
n
i wanna keep fucking to this type of girl
foolish!!!

hate u...
1st...i wanna say
today
yyy told me something tat make me excited so much
he told me v still have 3 days reach 200 days
wah
i cnt believe it
so so so
sorry
tat i almost 4gt those important day
im sorry
4 give me
sorry
btw...
u asked me whther wanna celebrate it
i say dun wan...
but in my heart..
i wan it so much...
just bcuz ur trial pmr...i dun wan put u into trouble then make u get no good results in ur exam
just bcuz last time
i still remember
it was the 1st time u cry 4 ur exam results
tat time
i knew ur feeling
my lovely...cry 4 exam
so i had promise myself support him 4ever...
can u accept it?
btw..wish u good luck in ur exam

i always bside u...
love u...
4 evr